St. Theresa’s Words
“If I did not simply live from one moment to
the next, it would be impossible for me to keep my patience. I can see
only the present, if forget the past and I take good care not to think
about the future. We get discouraged and feel despair because we brood
about the past and the future. Its is such folly to pass ones time
fretting, instead of resting quietly on the heart of Jesus.”
Practicing: THE POWER OF NOW
Chapter one Being and Enlightenment: The beginning of
freedom is the realization that you are not possessing the entity, the
thinker. Knowing this enables you to observe the entity. The moment you
start watching the thinker, a higher level of consciousness becomes
activated.
You then begin to realize that there is a vast realm of
intelligence beyond thought, that thought is only a tiny aspect of that
intelligence. You also realize that all the things that truly
matter-beauty, love, creativity, joy, inner peace-arise from beyond the
mind. You begin to awaken.
FREEING YOURSELF FROM YOUR MIND
Start listening to the voice in your head as often as you
can. Pay particular attention to any repetitive thought patterns, those
old audiotapes that have been playing in your head perhaps for many years.
This is what I mean by “watching the thinker,” which is another way of
saying: Listen to the voice in your head, be there as the witnessing
presence. When you listen to that voice, listen to it impartially. That is
to say, do not judge. Do not judge or condemn what you hear, for doing so
would mean that the same voice has come in again through the back door.
You’ll soon realize: There is the voice, and here I am listening to it,
watching it. This I am realization, this sense of your own presence, is
not a thought. It arises from beyond the mind. So when you listen to a
thought, you are aware not only of the thought but also of yourself as the
witness of the thought. A new dimension of consciousness has come in.
As you listen to the thought, you feel a conscious
presence-your deeper self-behind or underneath the thought, as it were.
The thought then loses its power over you and quickly subsides, because
you are no longer energizing the mind through identification with it. This
is the beginning of the end of involuntary and compulsive thinking.
Instead of watching the thinker you can also create a gap
in the mind stream simply by directing the focus of your attention into
the Now. Just become intensely conscious of the present moment.
In your everyday life, you can practice this by taking any
routine activity that normally is only a means to an end and giving it
your fullest attention, so that it becomes an end in itself. For example,
every time you walk up and down the stairs in your house or place of work,
pay close attention to every step, every movement, even your breathing. Be
totally present. Or when you wash your hands, pay attention to all the
sense perceptions associated with the activity: the sound and feel of the
water, the movement of your hands, the scent of the soap, and so on. Or
when you get into your car, after you close the door, pause for a few
seconds and observe the flow of your breath. Becomes aware of a silent but
powerful sense of presence. There is one certain criterion by which you ca
measure your success in this practice; the degree of peace that you feel
within.
The single most vital step on your journey, toward
enlightenment is this: Learn to misidentify from your mind. Every time you
create a gap in the stream of mind, the light of your consciousness grows
stronger.
To the ego, the present moment hardly exists. Only past
and future are considered important. The total reversal of the truth
accounts for the fact that in the ego mode the mind is dysfunctional. It
is always concerned with keeping the past alive, because without it, who
are you? It constantly projects itself into the future to ensure its
continued survival and to seek some kind of release or fulfillment there.
It says:” One day, when this, that or the other happens, I am going to be
okay, happy, at peace.”
The present moment holds the key to liberation. But you
cannot find the present moment as long as you are your mind.
Attention/Intention practices:
Acts 20:24 I consider my life of no importance to me,
if only I may finish my course and the ministry that I received from the
Lord Jesus, to bear witness to the gospel of God’s grace.
Philippians 1:3,7 I give thanks to my God at every
remembrance of you, praying always with joy in my every prayer for you…It
is right that I should think this way about you, you who are companions,
with me in grace.
In the fellowship of those who seek to make God the center
of their lives, we find friends for the soul. Our fellowship moves past
education and station and doctrines and church dominations…even
personalities. We companion one another on the journey. Lifting up one
another in a supporting network that is the mystical Body of Christ. Their
strength becomes our strength, their joy our joy. Brother Lawrence urges
us to lift our lives and the lives of others to a God: ‘Do not burden
yourself with rules or particular devotions but act with faith, love and
humility. One does not become holy all at once…help one another with our
advice and still more by our good examples.
Practice. Intend to be a soul friend today.
Lovingly attend to a friend, a co-worker, or a family member.
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